Turns to ashes

Am I allowed to breathe Am I allowed to counter Words that don't believe And words that don't matter And soon I'll sigh And forget them all Only sometimes Am I allowed.....breathe And someone should have told me That you would be here But you weren't you anymore You weren't you... But you will, you will, you will, you... Soon I will fall like the wall And how it feels will be horror Do you hate it? 'Cause you weren't you anymore You weren't... But you will, you will, you will, you... Soon I will fall like the wall All around fractured view of life I tear down all these idols And I'll make my transformation You'll feel better.....right? But you will, you will, you will, you... You can't scar me...you can't You can't scar me...you can't How the fuck does it feel? Soon I will fall like the wall And how the fuck does it feel? And how the fuck did you figure?