Obsession is such an ugly world

I toss and turn and lie awake...it torments me, I must know why It just seems too easy...what is beyond that door? As I take a step back I wonder could I go on and turn the key? Look away! Turn away! I should remember nothing is what it seems For once in my life I will resist...temptation has Come alive again! When all is said and done I may not be able to move on If I don't know what lies beyond Desire is now the one in control Am I strong enough to not ever know what I'd find? Should I press on? I can almost hear anguished cries as they suffer Welcome to the bodies! I should run... I should run but I just can't see to move Look away! Turn away! I should remember nothing is what it seems For once in my life I will resist...temptation has Come alive again! When all is said and done I may not be able to move on If I don't know what lies beyond Desire is now the one in control Am I strong enough to not ever know just what I'd find? What sinful trance awaits me as the key turns? Now it is done...the key has been turned All that is left is my embrace Her trembling is driving me wild! Her shrieks are so intoxicating! Eyes filled with tears will strain to see Welcome home! I am your prison!