Abandoned

Sleepless in the night I tried to lose my faith in you... Saying to myself Ypu can`t be the right one for me And now that Yu are gone, I finally get a taste of freedom... Only problem is: I don`t really want to be free! I don`t wanna be abandoned... I don`t want to curse your name. I don`t want to feel the sadness, Pretending that I`m still the same... I don`t want to burn you letters... I don`t want to face the truth. don`t wanna be abandoned... I don`t wanna waste my youth. You try to suffocate with your pretends, And I belive in the shallow romance... I ran for cover, but I could`nt hide And still you try to get me to abide. You scratched me like a perfume add Erasing all the feelings that I had... And all the time you faked this loneliness, Cause ypu wouldn`t see my twisted mess. I don`t wanna be abandoned... I don`t want to curse your name. I don`t want to feel the sadness, Pretending that I`m still the same... I don`t want to burn you letters... I don`t want to face the truth. don`t wanna be abandoned... I don`t wanna waste my youth.