Citadel

I'm sittin' on a citadel Contemplating life Making a point to waste my time I'm walking on clouds Of white What if I fall What if I don't What if I never make it home What if I bleed What if I break And I find that I can't take The city below the citadel Holding my own hand? Sittin' alone I'm breakin' on the balcony Breakin' window panes Killing the pain of broken hearts I'm walkin' on clouds I'm walkin' on stars What if I fall What if I don't What if I never make it home What if I bleed What if I break And I find that I can't take The city below the citadel Holding my own hand? Sittin' alone Holdin' on to something That's keepin'me from jumpin' So afraid to go in alone Holdin up this fortress With imaginary forces Longing for a life down below