Escapism

Somewhere in my heart I knew happiness doesn't continue My feelings of love don't change, but I say goodbye forever to those happy days From today on, I'm lonely I must live on without your smile When I think only about these sad feelings I question the meaning of life Ah, although I wanted to stay together; don't leave me behind Ah, from the beginning, nothing lasts forever Ah, I've become scared; I walk a road that doesn't have an answer Ah, I was seriously in love When it's like this, it's easy to cry I want to laugh, I want to laugh near you I will no longer be able to laugh I yearn, I'm sad, I want to see you Embracing the memories and sadness I quietly, quietly fall and fall (to death) I notice that tears are pouring down I want to disappear, I want to die, I want to go crazy Sweet temptation, milk, everyday I keep myself busy with women Is it okay like this? With a women I met in a club I take the milk and have X sex Ah, I give a name to the beloved pet of only tonight Ah, a playboy bunny moves her hips up and down as she wishes Ah, please seduce me with your rhythmical dancing Ah, my baby, tonight I am ecstastic In unexpected moments, those days of being together come to mind When it's not a lie, I persuaded myself I struggle with loneliness and isolation continues And cowardice is my reason for running away When it's like this, it's easy to cry I want to laugh, I want to laugh near you I will no longer be able to laugh I yearn, I'm sad, I want to see you Embracing the memories and sadness I quietly, quietly fall and fall (to death) I notice that tears are pouring down I want to disappear, I want to die, I want to go crazy One more time, the ordinary words overflow Thank you, thank you, I love you In Harajuku where we met,all alone I fall and fall (to death)