Giving up on love

these past few weeks I've been confused sometimes I wonder if I'm better off alone. you fall in love then break your heart. you fall in love again its never ending. I used to have this friend who took his fiance to see billy idol a couple weeks before their wedding day. the chick got backstage and left my friend outside. next day he called from a hotel asking for a ride. I guess I'm giving up on love [x3] 'cause it really kind of sucks uninspired and growing tired why am I always so attracted to drama? so here I am grown up at 23 will someone tell me what it takes to be happy? I play in my band and write a lot of songs about relationships and how mine went wrong. maybe I'll meet that special girl along the way then she'll break my heart and leave me crying.