Who died

Who died in the systematic procress that we call life each indiscriminate event leading itself to the total destruction the total nihilation of the beauty and spark of mankinds history each failure is so symbolic of whats past and what yet left to be un-dead or am i reall dying whos to say that this is eternity devoid of serenity brings us closer to a label of hell here we go are all we all dead whats the stop, wheres the end whats the stop, where do i end save me from my sins save us from the demons within with another gone in this war to stay afloat in this turmoil known as daily life breaking human spirit lack of love abundance of dusgust whos dead am i dead what is death whose to say that this is life? Oh god the pain of the response no reaction or are we indifferent well whos will save us or are we already saved well whos to say we need to be saved anyway.