How i feel feat By Chimi

Uh yea Avi, come and take a walk with me Yea, I'm gonna tell you exactly how i feel It goes a lil something like this... Uh yo uh, imagine living life, everythangs going wrong I try to remain sane and i try to be strong But worst turns to worst its not gettin better My thoughts stay enclosed like an unopened letter And now i don't even wanna strive for success Sometimes i'd rather just take five to the chest I'll ride on you next if you talk like you know me Sometimes i feel like imma forever be lonely No one to hold me got no one to trust I wanted to be smooth and it all is so rough Move on, get better, stay up and maintain That's what they all say but they aint in my brain They don't know the pain don't know the half Subtract happiness from my life you'll know the math And that's just the truth, what i speak is so factual And people think i'm lucky cause they say that my rapping's cool I don't give a fuck i'd give it all away If the inside i could just feel happy everyday But that won't ever happen cause i'm destine to be cursed Until the day i die and i'm dressed up in a herse People look and say "The kid has it made" But people they don't know there is no sun only shade How can i behave when my smiling days are gone How can i behave now my whiling(?) days is on I do whatever, fuck whatever, whenever Imma do it and do it until its all better That might be never, then never will i ever be better Cause imma start playing games clever as ever Never say never, thats what they all told me Now im saying never cause you faggots don't know me So try to take a walk inside of my mind If you guess it gets fucked up i've decided your blind No time for writing a pound or sittin events (?) So listen to my words when i spit its intense And everything you say it has no relevence Runnin your mouth speaking without intellegence The base line is gone its time to tell you how i feel It feels like im in hell dude, now protect it (?) My mind is racing, Now i rack it It's time im chasin Chill before you all jump to conclusions Listen to this song it is not an illusion This is really real, it's how i really feel If anyone of you is really real then feel me Uh, feel me, and that's it like what Mixed Minds by Chimi