Close my eyes

My feet on the ground but I can't run Drowning the noise inside my head Who is this man that I've become It's killing me to see myself How do you learn how to forgive When deep down inside you can't forget With all that I regret I pray for the first time in a long time The lies fade away Finally I'm waking up I feel like I can let you go Say everything I wanted to say I'm ok with being alone When I close my eyes When I close my eyes I'm alive I never was sure but now I am This was the choice I had to make Maybe I'll never understand Sometimes you've gotta make mistakes Finally I'm waking up I feel like I can let you go Say everything I wanted to say I'm ok with being alone Finally I face it off I feel like I can let it show I know that I can walk away I'm ok with being alone When I close my eyes When I close my eyes When I close my eyes how do you know where to go when you go away When I close my eyes how do you know when it's over I see for the first time in a long time Believe me when I say Finally I'm waking up I feel like I can let you go Say everything I wanted to say I'm ok with being alone Finally I face it off I feel like I can let it show I know I can walk away I'm ok with being alone When I close my eyes When I close my eyes When I close my eyes I'm alive