Weight of the world

Weight of the World by Blue October i black out in the room again a busted lip and broken skin i wake up in the bathroom and dare not bother asking why the mirror is cracked and all i see are shards of glass inside of me there's voices there to dare me my fathers here to scare me my mother sits beyond the door she curled up crying on the floor look at what her sons done when the weight of the world has gone wrong its gone wrong again gone fucking wrong its gone wrong again the liers they leave a guilty trail and let me tell you something people i have been lieing for fucking years that must be why i am standing in this space disregarding that i have created these monsters that im fucking both of my sides so i wipe the blood for both of there eyes from the corner of there eyes and while i wait for wounds to heal i see you by the window seal your hearts torn out a plastic spoon when honesty lit up that room so i stole a pillow case to clean the mess i made of someone's dream and you seen what i have done when the weight of the world has gone all wrong its gone wrong again gone fucking wrong its gone all wrong again this room is old and wise i fall into the bed and wonder how did i get here the little boy who would argue with a tree just fucking thump his head he'll turn back to normal now why is that when i sing don't bother trusting don't bother waiting don't bother changing things that wont get him to changing just let me go away i'm packed whenever you're down