Wear me down

Every time I come here I'm not sure what to say I know it should be easy But it never seems that way You,you make me feel Like no one ever will So why,why do you bore me? Untill my heart is still You,you wear me down My defenses are gone now And I can't fight I can't say I love you easily But you wouldnt want me to So I'd rather just say nothing And leave it up to you Then it's easy to forget You're just as small as me Then it's easy to forget You're just as foolish as me You, you wear me down My defenses are gone now And I cant fight