Should be missing you now

Should be missing you Sat on a chair And I stared at the wall Memories of you I couldn't recall They say that the first love Is the one that you dream of But everything comes to an end I was blind for so long Realised I was wrong And now I can see I should be missing you now But my heart is in another place I kept on fooling myself And nobody else I am feeling shame It's just a game (should be missing you) It's just a game (should be missing you) You always said that I knew right from wrong And how my heart Would beat so strong And I'm feeling a yearning But I guess I'm just learning All the tricks of the trade I was blind for so long Realised I was wrong And now I can see I should be missing you now But my heart is in another place I kept on fooling my self And nobody else I am feeling shame It's just a game (should be missing you) It's just a game (should be missing you) Be missing you now But my heart is in another place I kept on fooling myself And nobody else I am feeling shame I should be missing you now But my heart is in another place I kept on fooling myself And nobody else I am feeling shame It's just a game (should be missing you) It's just a game (should be missing you) It's just a game It's just a game (should be missing you) It's just a game..[fade out]