Key to the gate

My eyes are shut I cannot see Though clear is thy despair I drift away - far away From places of which you seek Though I seek thy hell You close the gate before me Your life is right, and I'm to Follow your paradise I cannot fall in love Love is for them Lusting for the sky Heaven Why did I come to this world Of sorrow why is this true Where is my dagger of sacrifice I will open the gate to Hell one day...