Perverse suffering

Lusting for eternal pain Begging to be tortured Agony brings relief, I am insane Indulging in self-mutilation To satisfy my need again The pain severe from severed veins Curing me of deprivation Pain I crave Euphoric state of butchery Revelling in gore and blood Pain I save Igniting visions of the past Dismembered bodies never found Pain I gave Deranged by my deviance, savage goal to maim and kill Obsessed with my cruelty, vicious ways for me to die Sado-masochistic rage, horrific daze, reality Pleasure from sadistic intent, driven by my lust for pain Punishment my way of life, suffering intensifies Sacrifice Brutal frenzy, no control, perverse actions gratify Wretched abnormality, condoning inhumanity Suicide Carnivorous abusiveness, boiling sawn-off testicles Afflicted fate stricken to malignancy Lechery dominates my misery Tortured eternally, torment inside of me Disturbing impulses, living in agony Rancid degenerate craving impalement Demented destiny, not fearing agony Excruciating hunger that I need to feed Soon to be slaughtered, dead, maliciously Tortured eternally, torment inside of me Disturbing impulses, living in agony Rancid degenerate craving impalement Demented destiny, not fearing agony Deranged by my deviance, savage goal to maim and kill Obsessed with my cruelty, vicious ways for me to die Sado-masochistic rage, horrific daze, reality Pleasure from sadistic intent, driven by my lust for pain