Black letter day

I did all that I should, well all that I could but will I be clean I did all that I should, well all that I could but it isn't me all my strength is dead and gone slept as long I could, as long as I should to find comfort here slept as long I could, as long as I should but I still have fear all my strength is dead and gone... black letter day all the fun / joy / strength ...has gone away I drank all that I could, much more than I should in simple despair I drank all that I could, much more than I should to find someone there I hope Monday will be a better day