So sorry to say

So lost tell me how can it be I'm desperately Trying to understand why I will push you from Me so close but so far away I cannot see how This happened to me I'm so sorry to say So lost for so long I cannot tell how in my Mind and what moment in time I woke up in this Cell so close yet so far away I cannot see how This happened to me I'm so sorry to say I want you to go away from me I want you so much to stay with me