True Religion

When I look back at my life, I realize-realize something ain’t right I’m missing you Lord, in my life make it right I got something to decide , just wanna make-wanna make everything right Cause there’s a huge void , a huge void in my life make it right I’m staring up at the Pope , it soak it up while he spoke it Mesmerized and repeated , like he the author that wrote it The broads are the ones I love , just don’t wanna be the corporate So waiting for death to approach this , take the time to say no sis I don’t hate ya , for having these little seeds At 17 , best believe they’re a beautiful breeze Of fresh air when their’s nothing else , I usually need Just a smile look at em now, hoping you just believe And my broad been in place forever , I’m gone but I’m chasing cheddar Been gone could of kept it going , with a poem or a basic letter But naw I just hate to tell her , try hard but I didn’t let her The groupies get at your boy , but you’re my Cinderella Look girl we can make it better , but there’s a gift and a curse While you healing a nigga feelings , your’s are usually hurt It ain’t amount of cash on Earth , to match what you really worth Know your turf has been the church , that’s where you put in work And you put in overtime , because you know the sign And most danger that I’ve been lately , rap is mo’ than rhymes But you still hold me down , I’ma do way mo’ this time Got some time that I need to manage , girl you know that’s right And that’s speaken like a true deacon , cause even to see you sleeping That comfortabally ain’t enough for me , anything that you needing I’ll cease anything that squeaks , and cease any sink that leaks Ain’t nothing gon interrupt , your sleep deep into them sheets and peep How your father call the police , have your mama put in the jail When the arguments always started , and ended up in a cell Hard to it was the thought of this , ring that you use to wear As I darted out the apartment , and pawned it to get the bail Argument after argument , drama wasn’t hitting well Target it ain’t no harm in it , smart so I didn’t tell God that it was the hardest , yeah life was a living hell Spent part of it steady dodging it , charging off in the trails Father say he a Muslim , your mama say she a Christian The Bible or the Koran , which one would you be picking The cards are in your palm , ain’t really no use in tripping Be true to the one you choose , ain’t really no use in switching Yeah they gon have to be mad at us , choice is something I had to trust Standing up when I had enough , for my blessings not adding up Take too many things for granted , right after that metal gedal bust Somebody’s life is missing , that’s when the spirit grabbing us A religion is what you missing , someone tell me how can it Make people panic, mention God and all the weak people vanish Take God your woman and your family , even your own life for granted Until you slanted on the planet , with your face in the granite And I won’t have it , I don’t wanna see my coaching divided So I decided to remind it , there’s a choice and provide it So put your ego to the side , soon as you standing beside it Raise your right hand , and let the spirit know it’s invited Don’t need to fight it , I just wanna make it right ‘fore they bury me Cause the truth is like therapy , plus my conscience is tearing me Into pieces as deadly was dealt , was not even fair to me To the soldiers that passed in the game , we missing you terribly Thank my family especially , in my mind like telepathy Staying humble’s the recipe , keep my faith and he blessing me I use the energy left in me , to make sure they respecting me Walk the steps of my destiny , like I know he protecting me I’m a leader , believe the people won’t get to see less of me No they won’t see the death of me , or no police arresting me I live life so successfully , and just show em the best of me On another level mentally , this position was meant for me Chamillitary mayne