Slow motion sickness

Continued the waiting Tearing at the wing I lost a friend A terrible plaything Broken on a swing I lost a friend Kept boxes of old days When you were afraid Alone and nothing Thought I had something To ease the pain of hurting you I just can't take this Although I've made this The evening that I'm moving through Forever to find you Severing the new I lost a friend I wanted to wake you Someone that I knew Don't even know you Can I go with you? Can't say I need anything Love this depression Another session There's nothing more that I can bring I am writing this down I have never lived before Slow motion sickness Why should I fix this? Shaken by the sight of me The painted babies And run late ladies Brought out a different side of me I am writing this down I have never lived before Sometimes I don't feel so good