Deliver me

I'm tired of feeling hateful I'm tired and I can't breathe So tired that I would be grateful If you close the door when you leave That's me diggin' my heels in That's me with the holy ghost 'Scuse me but I don't remember Where were you when I needed you most And I'm tied to the sky As you claw at my eyes And I wait for the flood I swim in blood As I crawl to my knees And I beg your disease Taste the ice on your breath As you catch your death I close my eyes Embrace me Deliver me Hey you the voice of reason Hey you are you listening to me It's you that I can't believe in I don't buy what I don't see Say good-bye 'cause I don't need