Fading (i give up)

When I look in the mirror I wonder where my smile has gone But when I look back at today I ask did it ever belong All I do to myself each night is offer my abuse E double M A What is the use? Chorus: I don?t know where I?m going And I don?t know what to say I know there?s no point in showing ?cos it?s better off this way So I?ll keep parading Pretending that I?m fine But what?s the point in existing When I don?t get two seconds of your time? The memory is fading And I look for my smile But it?s way down inside me And it will be lost for a while Chorus History is fading Light it up Masquerading All of this sucks I?ve been down here waiting For a little piece of luck But I know I won?t get it Until my time is up Why is it that I can?t say the things I want to, to your face? All I do is sit alone and get annoyed in this dark place I can?t say that when you?re here I?ve ever been a happy man So why is it, that when I sleep, your face is all I comprehend? Fading, I give up Fading, I give up.