Lost in despair

I was lost, on my own and I couldn't bear the thought of my life I was gone, caught in the torturing memories And they burned like fire water can never heal such pain Can't you believe Nothing is real Can't you see I cannot feel Take me away Bury me in the sand cause after all these years I am still the same a sad and bitter man Crush my hope, grow my hate There's no home for me Nothing to give, nothing to say so tell me it's a dream