Make it better

I don't know what's happening to me I can't remember things I used to believe I caught myself just the other day stealing color from words and leaving them gray Yeah, I've fallen down a time or two but no one was looking so I'm not telling you I've got to make it better, make it all right got to find me a ladder to reach the light got to move to the exit, single file line before the fire spreads to my head and burns my mind It's been real but it's time to go home time to change back to the clothes that I own I could use some heavier shoes to ground me in feelings I don't want to lose And all this time, I never knew that it ever meant anything to you