Dirty blue balloons

I GOT HIGH ON SCRAPPINGS FROM MY NAILS NOW I'M BACK DOWN MY EYES ARE GROWING DARK MY BURNT SPOON HAS DRIED BENEATH THE BED AND I'M DREAMING OF DIRTY BLUE BALLOONS I'VE WAITED SO LONG WITHOUT YOU I'VE WAITED TOO LONG FOR YOU HE CAME IN, HE DIDN'T SPEAK MY LANGUAGE I PAID HIM WITH EVERYTHING I HAD AND PROMISED NEXT TIME HE OPENED UP HIS MOUTH AND THEN THEY FLOATED OUT DIRTY BLUE BALLOONS NOTHING HELPS AND NO ONE ELSE CAN MAKE IT FEEL OKAY FLOAT ME THROUGH THE DAY NOTHING HELPS AND NO ONE ELSE CAN MAKE IT FEEL ALRIGHT FLOAT ME THROUGH THE NIGHT I CAN NOT LET 'EM GO DIRTY BLUE BALLOONS