The alternative

Lay back for me You were just exactly what I need In this cold town Lay back for me The three of us in circus and in liberty It’s been too long So throw your guilt religion To the liars and the weak This is the politics and war of ecstasy (--?-- that fission-?) That is failing every test Is the comedy in death of your senses To your alternative to real world It’s just time for me and a fantasy Be blind to myself to idolize To your alternative to real world It’s just time for me and a fantasy I’m blind to myself (and?) idolize You work so deep Astonished and enraptured I can barely speak These are hard times Hormones it (keeps-?) (A slow whispered wet confession-?) From out body heat There’s no return