Break you apart

And I have lost the fight, Against my funny coloured friends, It was you or me or them. And I never had a chance. And I have to go. And I know, It'll break your heart. And I know, It'll break you apart. And I know, You won't survive it. But I should think of myself. And death is not the worst for me, It's my life that hurts me most. In this prison I am dwelling forever, There is only one way out. There's only one way ... The drugs have made me what I am, The drugs have broken me. I learned they never were my friends, But they were god instead. Worship them!