Lost lullaby

Simple as I am The lies around Are convincing me there's nothing right there Outside only breeze Cold that rescues me The wound in here Is reminding me that I'll be one day Just a broken wheel onto your way I don't want to please you forever While the magic dice Are on the ground I'ts so hard to decide between myself and you Pain is covering me As an healing wind That clears the sky Will you promise me the things you told me? Will you give me everything I want? I don't want to please you forever No lies I'm purified And no more failure in my life Water onto my fire I don't want to please you forever