To live is to hide

While emotions try to come out Desperately be seeking in their path A way so I cannot be outdone And to finish this search for the meaning To hide emotions cause a blow out Desperately be seeking their blast A way so I cannot be outdone And to finish this search for the meaning I'm going to freeze Is it my imagination? It's underground But I can feel it the same What I need now What I need is to live to hide When you smothered my devotion With your lies And I feel now As I did that time That I'm wondering why Still I make you cry While emotions try to come out Desperately be seeking their path A way so I cannot be outdone And to finish this search for the meaning To hide emotions cause to blow out Desperately be seeking their blast A way so I cannot be outdone And to finish this search for the meaning Suffering while I'm depending on seasons Roots under me are embracing the earth