Pushing me away teory (by covy)

I've lied to you The same way that I always do This is the last smile That I'll fake for the sake of being with you Pre chorus: (Everything falls apart, even the people who never frown eventually break down) The sacrifice of hiding in a lie (Everything has to end, you'll soon find we're out of time left to watch it all unwind) The sacrifice is never knowing Why I never walked away Why I played myself this way Now I see your testing me pushes me away I've tried like you To do everything you wanted too This is the last time I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you Pre chorus Chorus (2x) We’re all out of time, this is how we find how it all unwinds The sacrifice of hiding in a lie We’re all out of time, this is how we find how it all unwinds The sacrifice is never knowïng Chorus (2x) Pushes me away…(2x)