Growing up (falling down)

I'm lying on my head, no I'm not in my bed, just checkin out the world from a different angle. That's what happens when you trip on your blindness. Always seems for some reason that it's happening to me. Why is it so, and why don't I know? Why is it so, I can't see the obstacle in front of me. The obstacle in front of me Christ I'm falling down again, it happens to me now and then. I'm growing up yeah, growing up yeah. I won't let it fade away, I promise to be strong and brave. I'm growing up yeah, growing up yeah. Open up your eyes and maybe then you'll realise, the truth is in your thoughts you hold and not the obstacle in front of you.