...and she told me to leave

and to it all falling down who's in touch with everyone who ever stood their ground? if you could then i know i do to lost inside a maze of problems with you is it so hard every time i say won't you come and fight with me because if i thought i were you every word i say would come out wrong and make you look the other way you know, if i thought i were you, time and time again and if i did we won't be friends and tell me i'm brought down again never the one i'd explain can't you ..., don't you lie there've been times when i've felt good because you're hurt inside no that's not true i'm just acting tough i don't know what it is i'm feeling i don't know if you are enough is it so hard every time i say won't yo u come and fight with me because if i thought i were yo u every word i say would come out wrong and make yo u look the other way yo u know, if i thought i were yo u, time and time again and if i did we won't be friends and tell me, i'll fall down again never the one, i'll explain so answer that you never know don't want it back it seems to go its so hard, so hard cos i feel alive and it feels alright keep on telling me that its over please and i feel the one lying in the sun (could i, should i, would i....) its so hot in here its the clothes i wear don't you even ask i wont let you pass but my guard is up and you stole his care (could i, should i, would i....)