Breaking rules

Words divide Touched down on a southwest runway Time collides Shipments that never came I drank enough To almost feel at home right here But not enough to make me disappear Breaking rules and breaking down Never thought twice about it Pushing drugs and skipping town Now we just talk about it What if we never even make it back? I don?t have the answer I dropped the ball, we lost our only chance to have luck on our side Revolving doors Kept the neighbors up and talking Unsettled scores Face offs that never came I thought a lot This is not a life I can defend And after this how could I face my friends Seconds burned Throat dry I swallowed my pride and.. Lesson learned I looked hard and I?m to blame Fuck it all Repressing thoughts of suicide A part of me three years I?ve had to hide