I want to disappear

Look at me now I've got no religion Look at me now I'm so vacant Look at me now I was a virgin Look at me now grew up to be a whore And I want it I believe it I'm a million different things And not one you know Hey and our mommies are lost now Hey, daddy's someone else Hey, we love the abuse Because it makes us feel like we are needed now But I know I wanna disappear I wanna die young and sell my soul Use up all your drugs and make me come Yesterday man, I was a nihilist and now today I'm too fucking bored by the time I'm old enough I won't know anything at all Hay, and our mommies are lost now