Lights out

Looking back in anger, looking back with joy and laughs don't ask me all those questions, cause I don't have the answers now I tried to hold back all my thoughts and all my dreams just to make things better, I was using myself past my means. But all those days are gone and I can't find the path that I should follow I'm walking unknown land mile after mile I search the way back to my mind and I cannot believe how hard it is to find when I'm down. I used to make things easy, I used to be a happy guy but now things seem so different, that I can't even play the game I got to try to find the way thru all this now so what I need now, is someone to read the map cause I don't know how. I feel ashamed and I'm to blame cause I tried to be, I tried to see things from my side and I also bleed, I also need some space it's time to close this case.