Right about now

I gotta get me a grip and be strong. Gotta show I can rip, moving on. As I'm trembling, it's not ending. Gotta avoid to make slips and meet nongs. 'Cause I want it, yeah I wanna live my life. I wanna live my life in this world. And I need it. Yes, I need it. Yeah, I need to spend my days on this earth. I gotta learn to say NO, disallow. Well, it's my turn to go pro, right about now. I've been fading for too long, degrading. I gotta earn me some dough, this is how. At 23, I was far from feeling free. At 24, my life was a big bore. Now I'm 25 and I'm still not high, yeah, I'm 25 but still alive. I'll never give up and I'll reach my goal, until I reach my goal... Controlling body and soul.