Stop to think

You never wanted to go. You didn't dare to let me know. The luck could turn back to my side. I knew my washes qualified, so why won't you let me show who I am. I'm not doing this because of you. And I, I'm not here because you want me to. I know you're feeling you can see me through. Well, it's all lost the moment I stop to think. Now I'm leaving you in fear, but I will come back every year to be the fifth wheel you don't need. I'll be a reason for you to speed. So why won't you let me show who I am. The moment I stop to think, same moment as I start to sink. Sometimes I wish I were like you, so why won't you let me show who I am.