Too much thinking

i can't get to sleep at night just thinking about the day that you'll be here everything's gonna be alright when i'm thinking about holding you near will you look away from me? please don't look away from me i'm gonna sit and consider flowers i'm gonna sit and think for hours right now the box i'm in well it's a good box i hope you'll open it the way i see it in my mind is you are here and there you're gonna sit will you look away from me? please don't look away from me what it comes down to is this with my expectations did i miss the way you felt for me or did you ever want for this to be?