What i wanted

I turned my head away Didn't wanna hear what you said You had changed your mind I showed up insecure But I thought you would be sure I guess I had a lost sight But at the end of my life I'll look back on my life I'll know that my life was good At the end of my life I'll look back on my life See I went after you like I should I went after what I wanted I went after what I wanted And I never really got it But it don't matter at all I guess it was a lot To ask for these things we'd lost I guess it was just a dream And time changes many things But my heart it still sings For you, I don't know why But at the end of my life I'll look back on my life and I'll know that my life was good At the end of my life I'll look back on my life See I went after you like I should I went after what I wanted I went after what I wanted And I never really got it But it don't matter at all I thought I'd spend my last days Holding your hand Now how am I, since he's lying dead on the floor But at the end of my life I'll look back on my life and I'll know that my life was good At the end of my life I'll look back on my life See I went after you like I should I went after what I wanted I went after what I wanted And I never really got it Everything else I lost it I went after what I wanted I went after what I wanted And the rest don't really matter It don't matter at all