Second to last

I hate myself for losing you I blame myself for pulling you apart I guess this is the only way I hate these eyes that noticed you I blame my heart for breaking up that day It didn't mean much anyway It's you, you I figured out It always helps to forget how to be yourself It's you, you realize that your understanding this Understanding that you're all alone Today Is the first day of your life The first day that you're on your own Now you know what to call home I know I'm right for leaving you Now there's nothing left for me to say It never meant much anyway It's you, you I figured out It always helps to forget how to be yourself It's you, you realize that your understanding this Understanding that you're all alone Today Is the first day of your life The first day that you're on your own Now you know what to call home This could be The second to last time You're way too close to dive