Black box

Up here sedated in my seat Can.t wait until i can see my feet And run away from stupid things i.ve said I.ll be here a few days from now We.ll talk about it when i come down If we make it this time I.ll clean the stain i.ve bled Our worlds collide in new beginnings It.s an emergency permission to bail out So when the heart crash lands What memories will survive..? I thank my black box that i.m alive I feel unlucky today Can.t wash the panic off my face Didn.t learn a thing from the last time It.s so selfish to be so confused Heart beats like rapid fire So close to the edge but far away in mind Two days to go until i see you Looks like we can call the ambulance down there My head is touching down i.ve learned to be afraid I thank my black box that you.re the same