Suffocated

In the beginning it was worth this Do the worst, feel complete Passing standards others meet Now perfect endings make you anxious Heavy head, a colder sweat Leaving nothing here, nothing to regret Why am I still suffocating I'm Constantly devastated just to stay alive Why am I still suffocating I'm Constantly devastated just to stay alive I miss the old days that we murdered They're so far gone, out of reach Watch 'em fade with summer's heat Without a break from this distraction I need a change, a different scene A new approach to coming clean Why am I still suffocating I'm Constantly devastated just to stay alive Why am I still suffocating I'm Constantly devastated just to stay alive Still searching for a back door out of here Reassured that old friends will reappear Why am I still suffocating Just hold your breathe deep and I'll keep waiting Still searching for a back door out of here Reassured that old friends will reappear Why am I still suffocating Just hold your breathe deep and I'll keep waiting Why am I still suffocating I'm Constantly devastated just to stay alive Why am I still suffocating I'm Constantly devastated just to stay alive