4am

I walked around my good intentions and found that there were none I blame my father for the wasted years we hardly talked I never thought I would forget this hate then a phone call made me realize I'm wrong If I don't make it known that I've loved you all along just like the sunny days that we ignore because we're all dumb & jaded and I hope to God I figure out what's wrong I walked around my room not thinking just sinking in this box I blame myself for being too much like somebody else I never thought I would just bend this way