Big dumb rocket

I've never seen your breath before but I'm disgusted by the thought of waiting anymore If I look up in your eyes will you notice me or notice it or fade into this accident I don't want to find the big dumb rocket on your mind its mostly you & mostly me and a tired gun that's not empty I've never been this sad before but I'm disgusted by my fingertips and what they've done if I look into your eyes if it must be true you must believe I've never held such violent things I've never talked to God before tonight but I'm disgusted by...