Millenium

[Dre] Me and everything around me, is unstable like Chernobyl Ready to go at any moment, jumpin like a pogo stick I never lived up to my expectations, so I accept the patience Expect the worse but now I'm pacin Back and forth, inside, I'm melting like water on wicked bitches A monster truck done came and ran over my picket fences I had the best of life in my clinches but monkey wrenches was thrown Like chairs kings sit on, my prayers seem to long I fall asleep before the endin, don't even get to say Amen I hope He understand I be on bended knees At times, I think I'm crazy, so I say forget it Or maybe it's the devil infiltrating and like Riddick...Bowe I've been fighting this since them fetus days I count from one to twenty, when I'm through, repeat the phrase It's just a phase, it's gon all pass, but that gets old too I'm weakening like a deacon doin dirt What am I supposed to do?