Looging for teen friendship

I think about what we could have been if you had stayed As I look into your eyes then turn my head away Everything happened so fast I think of my stupidity as I think about our past Why did you have to leave? Why did you make me make-believe? That what we had was real love I thought I couldn't get enough But then you announced the end Causing pain I cannot mend It's true I'm an imbecile I thought what we had was for real Don't you realize what we had Oh my, now I'm always mad Can't you hear my malicious tone As I sit here all alone