Funeral song

I dumped you again I don't understand It's happened before Can't take it no more These foolish games Always end up in confusion I'll take you back Just to leave you once again I died in my dreams What's that supposed to mean? Got lost in the fire I died in my dreams Reaching out for your hand My fatal desire I've failed you again 'Cause I let you stay I used to pretend That I felt ok Just one big lie Such a perfect illusion I made you mine Just to hurt you once again I died in my dreams What's that supposed to mean? Got lost in the fire I died in my dreams Reaching out for your hand My fatal desire