I hate myself and i want to die

The black machination noiz surrounds me with the dirty people by now. Hatred, Resentment and Despair. Suck the chaos reality and meaningless until blood dies. Cannot disturb. dare mo sukutte wa kurenai Aa shinmi tsubusareru kunou ni oboreta jibun wo koroshitai ore wo sagesunde iro yo shin i ga mieru ka? douze tsumetai musen wo ore nagekakeru dake nan darou? kutsuu donzokosa jibun wo koroshitai The rain cold is my tears The rain falls on all my scars. What I am? What cannot i get away from here? Look at the... kesshite omaetachi wakari wa shinai daro chousha* e kurikaetterundayo ko* ga hitotsugai daiji nan daro? hito wa heiki de kizutsukeru kuse ni na sou yatte hera hera waratteru ga ii sa kakuu no gizen ni shigamitsuitero nani mo kaigetsu suru wa zu nande nai ima no omaetachi ga ii *tameshi darou ka mitsukaranai mitsukaranai The rain cold is my tears. The rain falls on all my scars What I am? Why cannot i get away from here? Look at the... mitsukedasenai abaikidasenai oshiero ikiru imi wo Under the moon rain Under the moon rain I hate myself and want to... Under the moon rain Under the moon rain I hate myself and want to die.