Shinwa

konna ni mo soba ni iru no ni anata ni tadoritsukenai kisetsu wa meguri hana wo sakaseru kono omoi wa doko ni mukaeba ii no? haruka mukashi no uruwashiki rakuen no hate muryokuna genjitsu hakanaki shinjitsu kanjou wa kiete yuku utsurona hibi ni semete soba ni ite yoshikute anata dake wa wakattekureru darou ka kokoro wa kowaresou dakara nandomo kono te de dakiyosetai no ni doushite doushite hanarete shimau no? kindan no kajitsu kuchi ni shiteina kereba chigatta mirai ga tashika ni koko ni atta no ka? doredake gamansureba ii no ka? doredake kurushimeba ii no ka? doredake kodoku ni shizumeba ii no ka? doredake namidasureba ii? hatenai oozora kegare wo shirazu yasashiku yasashiku furisosoiteiru konna ni mo soba ni iru no ni anata ni tadoritsukenai kisetsu wa meguri hana wo sakaseru kono omoi wa doko ni mukaeba ii no? togireta kokoro wa kotae wo sagashi itsushika namida ga afuretekuru nandomo nandomo dakishimetai no ni doushite doushite hanarete shimau no?