What now

I’ve been ignoring this big lump in my throat I shouldn’t be crying tears will follow Weaker days I’m stronger now i So I say theres something missing Whatever it is It feels like its laughing at me Through the glass of a two sided mirror Whatever it is It’s just laughing at me And I just wanna scream What now I just can’t figure it out What now I guess i’ll just wait it out wait it out What now What now I found the one he changed my life But was it me that changed and he Just happened to come at the right time I’m suppose to be in love but I’m not again Whatever it is It feels like its laughing at me Through the glass of a two sided mirror Whatever it is It’s just sitting there laughing at me And I just wanna scream What now I just can’t figure it out What now I guess i’ll just wait it out wait it out What now Please tell me What now Theres no one to call Cause I’m just playing games with them all But the most where I’m happy The more I’m feeling alone Cause I spend every hour Just going through the motions I can’t even get the emotions to come out Dry as a bone but I just wanna shout What now I just can’t figure it out What now I guess i’ll just wait it out wait ït out What now Somebody tell me What now I don’t know where to go I don’t know what to feel I don’t know how to cry I don’t know oh oh why I don’t know where to go I don’t know what to feel I don’t know how to cry I don’t know oh oh why I don’t know where to go I don’t know what to feel I don’t know how to cry I don’t know oh oh why So what now