Deciding

And it's not fair-why do I have to be so? Oh I feel everything much more- much more than you ever will and it's too hard when I can't even catch your eye so I can't send you messages and at night I dream of reasons that I can't let you go but I don't know if it's time to crack through your walls so thick that I can't see past you and last summer wasn't enough for me and now that winter comes the cold beats harder and no one is left alone and I'm offering you me right now- take me I'm yours and I won't have it any other way so don't let fools be carried by what I say because the night keeps looking our way and you're not seeing what I'm missing 'cause I am missing you and I think that we should run as fast as we can into what we don't know- it's time to let me in because I feel just fine.