Birth of eternity

There's a feeling that weakens me Sucking my blood Like thousands of leeches on my skin There's something that keeps me sleepless It draws me in deeper and deeper Like black holes devour the stars There are memories I find myself Imprisoned in earthly flesh But the ground will be shaking When I unleash my wrath I have been at the birth of time I have seen rainbows made of methane Galaxies were my playground And the universe will be my grave I sank into the waters Of grotesque I must drink from the fountain of wisdom For I want to roam The unfathomed dephts of the universe Where stars are born and die And the aeons seem only to a moment A tiny fragment of endless time But now I stepped through The threshold of fear My heart is filled with joy I laugh upon the mortals For they can't explore The unfathomed dephts of the universe Where stars are born and die And the aeons seem only to a moment A tiny fragment of endless time I have been at the birth of time I have seen rainbows made of methane Metagalaxies were my playground And the multiverse will be my grave Nothing weakens me anymore It is unearthly tranquility I found And now I cross the river of no return